Ive been working on several things at the same time, a comic, a game, my regular work and a web page, also fixing some pages for the webpage (web comic style) but seems i never get anything done.
I feel im really slow at things, my regular work drains me quite a lot even if it isn't too much to be done.
When i feel i want to create things i have to go out, and when i get back home im without the desire to do anything at all, or its time to go to bed.
Some other times I start looking at the 800+ DA images (i don't see them daily, so they pile up on me

) so after looking at 50 im encouraged to draw something, but if i keep on looking that desire goes away as i feel saturated. (Damn im weird), don't know how others are active in a gazillion forums and yet have time to do lots of work.
I REALLY need a way to organize time and not getting bored by it. (any ideas?)
Im very slow on my comic because i really need materials to work with and its quite difficult to find good materials in my country, starting with the ink, the ink is just terrible, the black ink is 40% watered black so it looks really BAD on paper, and the paper is beyond expensive. I purchased a "local" layout 25 sheets block at 45$ and have been "inking" with Pilot drawing pens, so the lines are somewhat flat looking.
Also the only markers im able to find here are Chartpacks at 15$ each, and they sell here only 12 colors (you know.. markers are for kids!, so 12 colors are more than enough, and use pink for the skin) >_<.
The only online art shop that sells internationally and has paypal, accepts paypal only for US citizens.. and i MUST use paypal, cant use my credit card because of a monetary control in my country and all my online money is in paypal.
So im really starting to work on the idea of trading sketchcards for art materials. I was thinking something in the lines of:
-a full color sketchcard for 3(copics) or 4(prismas) markers, or 1 copic marker pad or 1 Canson Pro layout Pad.
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Anyway, a few months back i won first prize for the UFO Hunters contest from History Channel, and a few weeks ago i received the prize package in the mail... but it was only the empty box of the Ipod Touch T_T, somewhere in the middle in transit the equipment was stolen and i received the empty ipod's box... yay! -_-, and haven't heard from the people who sent the packages either after the few emails i sent.
Out of curiosity I went to apple's store trough the itunes application, but even apple has the stupid US only restriction for everything?, whats the whole point of having an ipod in my country anyway??... to have a small bunch of crappy applications at your disposal?, i didn't even see Latin music in the freaking store under my country.
So that's what they call Globalization?.... riiiight!!.
my last rant (i hope) now all the cinemas in my country are showing movies dubbed in Spanish, so now not only do we have to wait a few months later to see the movies in the theater, we have to also be punished by listening them in crap dubs in Spanish too?, no wonder why piracy here is so strong, that and the fact that original movies are sold at 50-60$ per DVD, and it gets worst for games being sold at 170+$ each.